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Once again, it has come to the end of another year.
The year 2009 has been a really great year, considering the fact that there was so much drama.
The new friends that I've made, the awesome clique that I belong to, were absolutely one of the best ups for this year.
Time to have a really loong post now.
If you don't have the stamina to read this, I'd advise you not to.
LOL! If you want to, go ahead, but don't stop reading once you start! :D


(I'm going by the order of names alrighty? And I really apologize if I missed anybody out!)

"A"

Annabella Ang - Aww Anna, thanks for coming over to my house just to pass me my Christmas present, and the gingerbread man was really nice, thanks for making it pink! :D Haha, it wasn't that hard too! Anyways, thanks for making 2009 an awesome year, I know I used to tease you when you were with *you know who* but I know you're a great friend who'll always be there for anyone :D I Love You! <3

"B"

Can't think of anybody who starts with "B"
LOL.

"C"

Carissa Hwang - I think you'll be the first on this list. HAHA, hun, you've been the only one who truly stuck by me this year, for being honest and frank about practically everything to me, for letting me confide in you in whatever. OMG, and I'll NEVER forget our one-minute fight, which was btw damn stupid. I just want the whole world to know that you'll forever be my bestie and I love you ftw, whether it's the bimbo moments or the acting cute moments. Oh I also love the cam-whoring moments. But mostly when I'm together with you, I never feel lonely cuz you keep me entertained with your EC's and whatever crushes and stuff. OMG I love you so much Car <3 HONK HONK forever! :D

Cherment Tay - You're freaking annoying but I still love you as your jiejie, just stop being such a baby and so rude to everybody else. And stop coming out of the toilet naked, you're old enough. Stop rolling over to my bed, if not I swear one day I'll kick you down and the floor will be your best friend >.<

"D"

Donna Chua - Donut donutt! :D Aww thanks for coming with Anna to give me my Christmas pressie, for talking to me on MSN everytime we have E Learning :D Haha, thanks for being such a great classmate and friend, and thanks for always being there! :D I Love You! <3

Denise Koh - Denise, my ah lian friend, haha, always having all her boyfriends that I can't even keep track! (: LOL! Haha, thanks for being a part of We Slap! For all your lameness and frankness, you're a pretty entertaining friend! :D LOL! I love you loads too! <3

"E"

Emmerlyn Ong - Aww my Emmy! :D I haven't talked to you for so long and I miss you so much, but you'll always stay in my heart, thanks for always being so cute and nice to me, you're like so smart that sometimes I wished I had your brilliance. Mostly, thanks for always being there for me, and studying MEP with me for FYE's. I love you so much Emmy! :D

Emmanuelle CHN - ECHN, you're like the most amazing photographer! :D Thanks for always being our camera woman, and posting our pictures on FB, and for all the sarcasm at things and for making up names for Auntie Huey with me! :D I love you loads and loads, and hope we'll stay like this till as long as possible! :D Thanks for always being there! (:

"F"

Felicia Tan - HEY YOU! End of friendship I tell you. Go overseas never tell me, stupid Des. You better buy me nice stuff back if not I swear I'll kick your sorry ass! :D HAHA, kidding la! I love you my bestie, you're always the one who entertains me during MEP, or whenever I see you, dear Chairwoman. Thanks for being there all the time, for not getting mad at me whenever I irritate you, cuz I know you love me so much to get irritated with me. HAHA. I love you, Des! You're like my bestest end-of-friendship friend ever! :D

Fizah/Alfizah - I don't really know if I should put you at "A" or "F" but since I call you Fizah all the while so I shall stick with "F" kay? I think we all had great gossip sessions when we are together, thanks for being part of our awesome clique, cuz w/o you and your random singing/dancing or bitching about *you know who*, I think it would be damn boring, so I mean it when I say I love you hun! <3

"G"

Gina Lee - Geena, though you've been the quietest one in our clique, you totally deserve a spot here. Thanks for sharing your food with us during recess, or rather, letting us steal your food. HAHA. And for letting us make fun of you, and still taking it nicely. You're one of my most awesomest friends and I'm glad you're going up to sec 4 with us, if not, "We Slap" would have a missing member. LOVE YOU! <3

"H"

"I"

"J"

Jolene Tan - Jojo! My awesome purple friend! Thank you for always attending all our birthday parties and for spending so much time with us. I really love your art Jo! :D Thanks for being such an awesome friend, and you should really speak it out if you feel uncomfortable about something okay! :D You always keep everything to yourself, I so scared everytime we do something I don't really know whether you wanna do it or not! But I still love you so much kay? <3

Jomin Ong - Jomeeeeeen! :D I miss you loads and loadsss! ): My friend with her short hair. Is your hair still short? ): Don't cut it anymore! It's nicer when it's looongg! :D Haha! I love you ttm! :D We must studeh hard next year ehhh! (: LOVE YA! <3

Janefann - Aww Jane, I know sometimes we don't see eye to eye but you're a really amazing and funny friend once we get to talk properly :D I love you so much and am glad that you're always there when we wanna talk :D

Jasmine Goon - Haha, my daidee/and what's-that-game-called (I really forgot what it's called, the one we always play) friend, thanks for entertaining me when I'm bored, ah and for being there when I needed someone to talk to! I Love You loadss! <3

Jason Kor - Hmm have loads to say for you too! But so little time to type finish! ): Thanks for being the nice elder brother that everybody wants, one that spoils me and Cherment rotten! I know I might sound very mean when I sms but I really don't mean to be mean okay! It's just how I type the message ^.^ Haha thank you for being the greatest cousin ever! :D Thanks for all the crap talk when I complain about stuff! :D Haha, thank you korkor! I LOVE YOU LOADS AND LOADSS! <3

"K"

Kimberly Fong - Where can I ever start, I have so much to say about you. Maybe most of all, thank you for staying my friend ever since moolah when. Thanks for making me go crazy about KPop, cuz now I'm freaking addicted. For all the time you stayed after tuition to accompany me to do homework, though I have to say that with both of us together, we pretty much get NOTHING done cuz we'll be too busy watching videos, listening to music, singing to songs, and just going damn high everytime we talk about anything under the sky. Cheers to my longest ever friendship, and hopefully you and I will study hard and get into the same JC, and even if we don't I hope you let your Nian Qing Chi Dai Zheng forget me, if not I swear I'll kick your ass for that. LOVE YA~! ♡ Chu. HAHA.

Koh Tat Huey - My bestest Auntie friend, thanks for planning all the birthday parties, even though you don't always get the full credit, but I really think that one day, you will become a party planner! :D HAHA, Auntie Huey, don't act so auntie, bring umbrella, sunblock lotion and sunglasses and all the auntie stuff can! Haha but even if you still do, I still love you very very much for caring for me like an old grandma, especially when I have cramps, I still remember I owe you a date out and I intend to keep that asap! :D

"L"

Laura Eva - My awesome soon-to-be-lawyer classmate, who's always screaming at Noran to clear her stuff off the floor, and who's so neat that sometimes I feel like messing up her stuff too. HAHA. I love you Lauraaa! :D

"M"

"N"

Natalie Ong - I know I met you during OBS, and we both had homesickness, and my first impression of you was that you were really random. Honestly, but I love you for that because it keeps me very entertained and for going crazy spazzing over all your KPop and whatever, but you're awesome and for sleeping so late every night and complaining the next morning that you're tired, but I know so well that I just laugh at you, and you'll probably just catch your sleep during English or something. And thanks for hating Chem together with me, cuz everyone seems to think that Chem is easy but we just hate it lol. I love you so much Nat! (: <3

Nicole Goh - I realised that I have many inside jokes with you! Haha like our dance for Ponyo which we never got to do ): And the Good evening thingy, which I have no idea when it started! Ah Nicoleee, always so cute and small! I Love you loadsss! :D

Noran Amehda - Noran, my superbly messy partner! Haha I miss you and your mess! And your craze over Nick Jonas! HAHA, and I love you your messiness! :D HAHA! <3

"O"

Can't think.

"P"

Who else?

"Q"

Quek Jia Xin - Aww Jia Xin! Thanks for accompaning me home when there's no one to go home with! :D Haha you really make me laugh with your lameness :D HAHA. I Love you loads! <3

"R"

Rachael Lim - Raraeee! I miss you you stupid woman! ): Go hongkong never bring me! Me ish sadddd! :D Haha, thank you for being my bestie all this time. Chinese class will be freaking boring without you! ): Aww and thanks for putting up with me during MEP too! :D Haha, Raerae, you're like my bestest listener you know, you always listen when I have a problem! (: And thank you for everything, I'm so glad I have a friend like youuu! LOVE YA! <3

Renee - Aww my adorable cousin who's so into KPop now! :D HAHA, study hard and stop playing on FB okay? :D HAHAAA! Love ya! (:

"S"

Sarah Tan - Sarahh! For dedicating me a post, this one's for you! :D Love talking in the morning before band huh?! :D Haha! We are all amazing people who flip coins that come out inaccurately. HAHA! :D But whatever, we're still good cuz we can predict :D HAHAA! I love you Sarah! (: And that was a really unglam photo of me on your blogger! ):

Samantha Tan - Aww Samm! Hahaha even though you're in TJ now, I still miss you and your funny actions loads and loads! Thanks for always coming to our birthdays and celebrating we us, I'll always love you loads and loads! <3

Shalyn Chia - Spazzing over Tom Felton was the highlight of the year man! Remember when we went to watch Harry Potter again? HAHA, and I laughed when Dumberdore fell down the astronomy tower? HAHA. I love it man! Thanks for always being there! :D LOVE YA! <3

Sinthiya Moktan - My A Math/E Math buddy! HAHA! I remember the ribena lemon ad that you gave Noran. LOL! :D That was the most EPIC thing ever, but it was really funny and it gave me a good laugh! Stay funny always kay?! HAHA, LOVE YA! <3

"T"

Tracy Tan - I miss you Gay! I miss you loads and loads! (: I miss you drawing nuggets in my Maths textbook which I still keep inside my drawer! :D HAHA, Tuesday's probably you're favourite day cuz we have fried food, your NUGGETTTT! :D I love you Tracy my gay friend! :D

"U"

Can't think of anyone!

"V"

Can't think of anyone.

"W"

Warrisara - Aww Sara my awesome friend. I love talking to you, cuz we can just talk about anything :D HAHA, study hard kay? A Math isn't that hard :D HAHA. LOVE YA! <3

"X"

Who? HAHA.

"Y"

Yi Yun - My gayest friend ever. Nothing in Nature is straight remember? HAHA. I love you for your random quotes from nowhere that totally gets me laughing. But I totally do NOT love you for making so much noise during the exams! HAHAAAA! Nah just kidding! Try not to make so much noise again okay! HAHA, if not I swear I'll crumple my exam paper and fling it at you then you know! HAHAAA! LOVE YA! <3

Yeoh Lishan - Lishannnn! My MRT buddy! :D HAHA, thanks for always taking MRT with me to school! :D Thanks for your lameness and everything :D And I still don't like David Archuleta so haha. You can't do anythin about that! :D HAHAHA! I love you Lishannn! :D

"Z"

Can't think of anyone.








Overall, 2009 has been a great year, with or without the drama in our everyday lives.
And I have throughly enjoyed myself with all of you, thank you so much for making my year.
As today comes to an end, I really dread the thought of having to go to sec 4 but I guess we all have to grow up.
It seems like just yesterday that I stepped into our GREEN school, TKGS, but I have many wonderful friends here and I really love them and cherish them forever! :D

Once again, thank you for making my year and lets just pray that we'll have more good years to talk about! :D HAHA.
I LOVE YOU, EVERYONE OF YOU! <3

Goodbye 2009.
Hello 2010!
Happy New Year, everyone! :D

Past few days has been boring and fun.

Sorry I haven't got the chance to update cuz I was lazy/didn't bother, etcetc.
HAHA.

Pictures taken on Christmas day with Sam, Jolene, Tatsy Butsy and Emmanuelle (:
Thanks for uploading them, ECHN (:









I think we spent most of the day walking around.
And buying stuff.
And Auntie Huey was like so auntie.
But whatever, I still love her as much.
HAHA.

Thanks for making my christmas a really wonderful one!
I love you guys so much! :D

5 Reasons Why I HATE Family Gatherings 1. The mom's start comparing results. 2. The mom's start complaining/comparing about different schools. 3. The mom's start their bitching session about kids. 4. The mom's start nagging at their kids when other kids seem to do better than them. 5. Once the other Moms are out of earshot, she starts rebuking you AGAIN. WTF. 5 Reasons Why I LOVE Christmas 1. Presents. 2. Gatherings with friends. 3. Shopping. 4. New clothes. 5. Slacking at home. I'm so bored ):

This post is dedicated to a very lovable girl from We Slap (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOMINNNNN! ILY TTM, and seriously hope you have a great great birthday! :D And don't be sad kay, though I don't know why you should be, but your FB sounds so depressing! ): SMILE KAY! ILOVEYOUtruckloads!! ♥ All the best in whatever you do :D Especially for next yearrr! (: LOVESSSS! <3 psps: Now I must go rush out my speech for the seniors. Diediedie, what to write?? ):

Oh it snowed in Vivaldi today.
How amazing.
First time ever in Singapore man!
Real snow.
HAHAHAHA.
Ice dropping down from the aircon.
And I was stoning under it.
I was freezing my butt off, even though we put the tempertature to 30deg.
But WTF, I think there's something wrong with the aircon.
Oh wells.

I can't wait for Christmas!
Somehow I have a feeling that it would be a very great Christmas for me.
HAHAHA, oh wells.
Happy dreaming ba.

Lazy to post.

If J comes back, I will score A1 for A Math next year.
Kimbo and I promised each other.
Hahaha :/

Oh I happened to re-watch Dirty Eye Girls on YouTube again.
Laughing my ass off cuz the last time I watched it was like before the EOY's.
And that was like more than a month ago.
I was bored, what you expect me to do?
FB is lagging like shit la.

And YAY!
Emmanuelle tagged the photos of us in Sentosa (:
HAHA.
Glad she didn't post the superbly revealing photo of me.
TSKTSK (:


Fel's b'dae was cool.
But it was sad that I missed the dinner part.
The drunk guy story was damn funny man.
I wanted to be there! ):
*gives an ultra super duper sad face*
But oh wells.
I hoped she like all the surprises we gave her.
HAHA (:
I missed Sam man!
So good to see her that day.
Oh man.
Babes, we shall all go out together again one day alrighty!

Loves you guys so much.
Especially Fel Des la.
Since I didn't post a birthday dedication just for you.
HAHA.

One more day to the end of extended studies.
And the end of the school year.

See Rae, I predicted months ago.
I wasn't kidding was I?
_______________ has fallen.
It's officially over.

I should have heeded people's advice you know.
Save me from the inevitable.
But I guess you had to try to know if you will fall.
If you don't fall, that's a good thing.
But if you do, it depends if you survive the fall.
If you died, then too bad.
If you survived, how will you deal with the drama after on?

I never meant for anything like this to happen.
I swear I didn't start it.

I'm insignificant, I'm just a pawn in the game of chess.
And I think I'm destined to remain like that forever.
I'm just letting people control my life.

W/e.
I'm done for now.
I hope I seek solace during the holidays.
In solitude.
And reflect on what I should have done, or what I shouldn't have done.
What I can improve and what I think I have improved on.

I'm not one who voices out my opinion.
I just keep quiet.
And when someone hurts me, I can't seem to find my own voice to protect myself.
And then I suffer inside quietly, alone and hurting deep down there.
And as the wound heals, the scars remain.
I'm afraid of getting hurt.
But at the same time, I want to numb myself to stop the pain.
And I keep silent.
Till its all over.
Yeah I daresay I'm a good actress.
A good pretender.
A good liar.
And I'm just hurting myself more.

I'm glad I've officially been considered a combined science student.
Hope I don't see anymore F9's in my report card.

One more paper!
One more paper!
That's gonna keep me going on.
I swear E Math is the only subject I have confidence for.
LOL.
Screw A Math and Chem la.
Not that I really gave a damn about Chem anyways.
I completely give up liao.

Emmy's birthday tomorrow.
Must decide what to wear haha.
Jiayous (:
The last paper to WOOHOO! :D
YAY (:

I realised I haven't been posting ):
Sorry.
MT paper 2 and Geog today.
I think its alright.
Lexuan put "temperate deciduous forest" for the "coniferous forest".
Damn funny.
Geog joke of the year seriously.

Oh wells, studying for Bio and Lit.
RAWR, must hold on!
Jiayous! (:

Drama is inevitable.
Seeing Mdm Tan cry today, I felt that our class isn't really giving her the due respect.
But that's not the story.
And I don't care what the story is anyways.
As long as you know you don't mean it, then it doesn't matter one tiny bit that no one believes you.

Mrs Foo was unintentionally funny today.
Idk why, she doesn't think that she's pretty.
Weird.

Am studying for my MEP paper tomorrow.
Typing out all my notes.
I hope I do well.
I desperately need my A1.
Because I know that its highly impossible for me to get an A1 for A Math, Chemistry & Biology so as to pass the overall.
And I need to do well for both English & Chinese.
I don't care how difficult it is, but I need to get at least an A2 for both.
My L1R5 will definitely be brought down by the Maths & Sciences.
So yeah.
Target L1R5 for EOY's will be >24.
Yes, its an aim.
I need to do better this term.
:D
I can do it.
I'm gonna do it.
If I don't procastinate and keep blogging.
And spending so much time on the computer.

Oh wells.

Thank you soooo much Ms Tong!
You save me the hassle of having to learn new pieces for my 2nd instrument.
I'd dedicate the whole page to you, but you will never ever read my blog so yeah.
Enjoy the silence (:



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Thank you so much.
It means alot to me and it will never never ever happen again.

Now I have to figure out how to show my mom my progress report.
Dammit.
Why does these things always happen? ):
I think I shall save my tears.
For later.

I spend way too much time on the computer.

One week.
7 days.

1. I hate school holidays, because that's when I spend most of my time on the computer.
It's the most unproductive time.
And being a Gemini, I tend to procastinate ALOT.
Damn.

2. There is less than 2 weeks to MEP practical and I have yet to perfect any of my 5 pieces.
I haven't even started on my Higher bassoon pieces yet!

3. My best friend has left for Switzerland.
No more crapping on MSN.
No more gossip.
Till next Thursday.
Aww, I'm missing ya already.
Though I doubt you're on the plane yet.

4. I watched Wizards Of Waverly Palace: The Movie just now.
Selena Gomez is good (:
But who's that guy who plays her brother?
Quite cute.
I'm gonna start watching all the Disney movies, probably except the ones with Zac Efron.
No offense intended, Laura (:

5. I have officially lost my SanDisk 8GB Gaming PRO memory card.
The little green thing has gone missing.
I think I lost it.
Mom had better not ask for it, or she'll kill me that I lost a perfectly new and unused memory card that cost like $45.

6. I just realised that my dad likes to watch horror movies on the net.
Cheap trills, yada yada.
And he was like watching "Drag Me To Hell" and I was like ...
"7th month you still dare to watch this type of show!"
Not that I believe in it anyways..

7. I'm dreading Chemistry extra class tomorrow.
And Math.
I don't intend to bring any books at all.
Tsktsk.
It's gonna be a long and boring day.
After Chem, it'll be E Math with Mrs Loy and her constipated smile.
And then Piano.
And A Math tuition at night.
ZZZZZZZZ.

Ps: Stupid relay system again from our beloved Mrs Foo.
Do Acid & Bases thingy from Chem workbook.
Dammit.
I left mine in the class cupboard.
HAHA.
Jeez, she'll have a hard time tomorrow.
Best, I shall go and sleep now.

I get so tired of the way you talk to me.
Who the heck you think you are?
You don't have control over anyone.
And I swear if one day I ever blow up at you, you will be so dead.

ABRSM Practical Grade 7 today.
Was quite okay.
I guess.
But I kinda screwed up sight-reading.
Hahaha.

And I ponned the whole day of school.
And my parents & I went shopping.
HAHA.

Bought 2 tops at Bugis.
And they're really prettaye.
And new shoes from BUM.
HAHA.

Went to ION Orchard.
Prada & LV & so many others...
And we thought we couldn't buy anything there.
Just window shopping.
And went to SingTel.
And I got a new phone.
WHOO.
Haha, my W980 (:
Wanted the W995, but it was damn expensive without contract.
So yeah...
I'm so happy (:

So yeah.
Yesterday has been the most bizzare day of this week.
Went to school not realising that there was some course after school.
And then was late attending it.
And having this guy called Ernest reading out our class register.
And I said "He looks like my uncle" to Car.
And when he came to my name, he was went...
"If this one I don't know then I die"
I was like "OMG, its my uncle" to Car.

Having your uncle sitting at the back of your class during some course.
It just feels weird okay.
Like what are the chances that you get to see your uncle in school?
The very same uncle that you only see once a year during Chinese New Year.
In your girls' school furthermore.
And doing some bizzare Nobody (by Wondergirls) dance.
And its up on FB now.
HAHA. I just laughed till my sides ached.

Oh wells.
School was fun today.
A Math was good.
Sinthiya is my A Math/E Math buddy.
Damn funny sitting beside her.
And the A Math spring test has been postponed till next Monday.
Thanks to me being unable to make it tomorrow (:
THANK ME, EVERYONE!
*WINKS*

And Noran had to take home my A Math textbook.
How am I to study? ):
HAHA.

Piano exam tomorrow.
9.56am.
Like what a weird timing!
Oh wells.
I'm ponning the whole day of school.
Including MEP.
Oh wells.
Wish me luck.
I'm gonna die for Arpeggios.
Hahaha.